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A menopausal 30 year old, over two years after hysterectomy, struggling with body changes and weight gain.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

*Shrug*

I'm sad.  And my sleep is all messed up.  I've been staying up until 9 am and waking up at 5 pm.  Last night I got to bed around 4 am and still slept until 5 pm.  Although, I did have a couple opportunities to get up earlier, I just didn't want to face the world.  I got up at 10 am and wandered around for a bit, loaded the dishwasher and such, then laid back down and woke up again at 1 pm.  I covered my head with the blanket and woke up again at 5.  Yuck.  I did manage to take a shower, but fat lot of good it did me.
I was going to make a protein shake and had the almond milk and powder in my shaker cup.  I set it down without screwing the lid on tight so I could feed the cats.  When I picked it back up I started to shake it, the lid flew off, and everything splashed in my face and all over me and the couch.  I need to re-wash my hair now.  I had to throw all the freshly washed clothes I was wearing back in the wash, along with a couch cushion cover.  At least Nathan was amused.  I was pretty hilarious, (not for me).

I'm not looking forward to embalming tomorrow.  My back has been killing me, and just standing at the grocery store made it lock up.  We'll see.  I'll take my weight in Aleve and muscle relaxers and hope that helps.  I'm just praying for no autopsy corpses.  When my back hurts, I keep all of my muscles tight to keep it from moving.  I wears me out fast and makes my hands shake a hundred times worse than they already do.

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