I just got out of the shower. I lifted my bottom gut roll to apply my new tea tree oil mix and felt a sharp sting. I lifted it up so I could see, and I'm gaining weight so fast, my skin is literally tearing at the stretch marks. I can't really do anything other than keep it oiled up and disinfected with my castor oil/glycerine/tea tree oil mix.
I'm scared. Terrified really. I haven't binged or anything since my last doctor's appointment. I just have protein every 3 hours and a skinny cow bar if I need chocolate. Regardless, I'm sure I'll put on another 10 pounds before my appointment at the end of February.
Nathan was in the mood for sexy time earlier and I just said, "please don't come onto me." I'm sure I hurt his feelings even though it doesn't have anything to do with him.
Insurance companies, if you're reading this, please.... PLEASE approve this surgery. If you don't, you might as well put a bullet in my head.
About Me
- Fatbutt McGee
- A menopausal 30 year old, over two years after hysterectomy, struggling with body changes and weight gain.
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