I Hate Everything

My worst hot flashes are the ones where I'm drenched in sweat, but at the same time I feel ice cold.  These are the hot flashes that make me feel really lightheaded and make me feel like I'm going to pass out.  Those are the hot flashes I'm having right now.  Bleh.

I was supposed to find out last Monday whether insurance was going to cover my surgery or not.  I didn't hear from the bariatric center Monday or Tuesday, so I called on Wednesday and they told me they were playing phone tag with my insurance.  Apparently insurance had an issue with my psych clearance and length of diet and exercise.  Mercy sent them a duplicate fax, reiterating my psych clearance was crystal clear and 100% good to go, and they had 7 months of diet/exercise documentation from my doctor.  That was the last I heard.  I don't know how hard the hospital will fight for me.  There are some doctors of mine that I know will battle for me, but others I'm not sure about.  I've never really dealt with Mercy before, so I'm really anxious.

What else was I going to talk about??  I don't remember.  Maybe it was unemployment.  I don't know.  Whatever.  I don't feel good.