I just weighed myself at Dee's. I cried all the way home. At Mom's I was 267, at Dee's I was 271. So I've put on approximately 15 pounds, give or take. I can never tell when I'm retaining water.
I just want to drive off a bridge. Right now I'm thinking I'd rather have stayed drugged out on Tylenol 4 instead of having the surgery. Not that I didn't binge eat before or anything. My eating habits are pretty much the same, I just can't burn shit off like I did before.
I'm going to spare you all repeated paragraphs of self loathing, and will just say I'm going to call the doctor tomorrow to get an appointment set up. I want her to put me on a diet, then I can be prepped for the lap band when she thinks I'm ready.
Also, if anyone has any odd jobs they need done, my COBRA payment is 400 a month, and I need a way to keep making those payments.
About Me
- Fatbutt McGee
- A menopausal 30 year old, over two years after hysterectomy, struggling with body changes and weight gain.
A. There might be a difference between your moms and my scales.
ReplyDeleteB. You change weight by at least five pounds everyday.
C. I'll give you some money for letting out the dogs. I might need you some more nights. Nic is still MIA.
D. And I love you just the way you are.
Ditto Dee! well, except for the dog part, but I can still help out with money.
ReplyDeleteI LURV YOU TIFFI!!!
As long as I'm in Des Moines I'm totally cool with watching the pups!
ReplyDeleteThanks guys, I LURV YOU BOTH TOO!!
Awwwhh!! Tiffy!!!! I don't have any money to give, but I lurvs you too the way you are. =)
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