It's Always Something

After my little bender I fell asleep around 7am and didn't wake up until midnight.  Dee had come over with one of her dogs at 11 am because Nathan texted her that he was worried about me, so I woke up for that.  I wasn't sure why he was worried since he doesn't read my blog, but I guess I was acting BIZARRE.  I went into his room around 4 and just sat on his bed bawling.  He had no idea what was going on.  Then I went to bed and got back up when he was in the shower and I asked if I could watch because I love him so much.  I don't remember any of this.
I apologized and told him what was going on, and I went back to bed around 1 am.  I got up at 8 this morning.  I stopped at Gateway and got a salad and am going to go to water aerobics with Dee tonight, but I'm waiting for my chiro to open at 2:30 pm.  My back is pissed off.  I can't stand up straight and have a searing pain going from the top of my right butt check down to my hip.  It's making me feel like I'm gonna barf.  I hate my back.  I hate my body.  I hate everything.