I have been
SO
DEPRESSED
And I am an utter failure at life.
I haven't had any Ambien in at least 2 weeks. I accidentally missed my appointment in July, and either I forget to reschedule, or something is up with the office. Last time I called their computers were down so they asked me to call again. Since I haven't had it my sleep has gotten super fucked up and I miss office hours, even if I set my alarm. Yesterday I fell asleep at 8 am and woke up at 8 pm, but in my defense, I had a migraine. Although the migraine was significantly less horrific. My eyes didn't swell or anything and the pain was bearable, so I didn't bother taking an imitrex.
I don't have any ambition to do anything. Not even make phone calls. I'd just lay perfectly still 24 hours a day if I didn't have so many hot flashes and a need to roll over to let parts of my dry/cool off.
The only way I can describe it is kind of like this.
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