I'm Mad

And I can't figure out how to stop being mad.  I'm mad at Nathan.  I'm mad at everyone.  I was cutting people off today in traffic today just to piss them off because I'm pissed off.  I can't sleep.  I'm so fat.  So incredibly fat.  There is absolutely nothing to have hope for right now.  I'm gonna cry and watch Little Women or The Royal Tannenbaums.