About Me
- Fatbutt McGee
- A menopausal 30 year old, over two years after hysterectomy, struggling with body changes and weight gain.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Thursday, December 2, 2010
New Goal
I really need to stop eating so much at night. I had like, 1000 calories before bed, and 1000 throughout the day, so when I got home I was starving, and just had 1000 more. My new goal is to take in the majority of my calories during the day, and not right before bed.
Right now I'm having hot cocoa, and I won't apologize.
Right now I'm having hot cocoa, and I won't apologize.
A General Malaise
God, today is just one of those days where I don't even feel like moving my face to make expressions. I don't want to move my fingers to type, I just want go limp, fall out of my chair, and just lay all crumpled up on the floor for the rest of my life.
I didn't meet my calorie goal yesterday either. I only got to 2800 again. What is the deal with that??? I was burning an average of 3100. The fatty bug kept losing sync with the digital display yesterday and it was pissing me off, so I'm not wearing it today. I didn't want to count my calories for the day either, but I wrote them down anyway.
I should probably stop eating so many calories right before I go to bed and eat more of the bulk of them during the day. I don't know why I'm so inclined to eat at night, but I've always been like that.
I am so fucking sleeeeeepy.
I didn't meet my calorie goal yesterday either. I only got to 2800 again. What is the deal with that??? I was burning an average of 3100. The fatty bug kept losing sync with the digital display yesterday and it was pissing me off, so I'm not wearing it today. I didn't want to count my calories for the day either, but I wrote them down anyway.
I should probably stop eating so many calories right before I go to bed and eat more of the bulk of them during the day. I don't know why I'm so inclined to eat at night, but I've always been like that.
I am so fucking sleeeeeepy.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Duh
I am so bad with money. Apparently I need to start treating my money the way I treat my calories. Make a goal, write down what I spend, so I have some left over.
I totally went on an Amazon binge while sitting at work. Shopping seems to be like food for me. I don't know when to say when. There must be something ingrained in my personality. I'm gonna go ahead and blame my dad for that.
I carry my goddamn planner everywhere, I'm not sure why it's so hard for me to putt it out and fucking use it.
Maybe if I start tracking my calories in it instead of in a separate notepad I'll be more inclined to use it. I am such a retard. God.
Oh, I didn't blow past my calorie goal like I thought I would. Apparently my metabolism took a dump at night. I wanted to burn around 3500-3600, but I only burned 3200. I ate 2060, so I shouldn't freak out. I still had a nice deficit. So far today I've had 1034 and burned 2073.
I totally went on an Amazon binge while sitting at work. Shopping seems to be like food for me. I don't know when to say when. There must be something ingrained in my personality. I'm gonna go ahead and blame my dad for that.
I carry my goddamn planner everywhere, I'm not sure why it's so hard for me to putt it out and fucking use it.
Maybe if I start tracking my calories in it instead of in a separate notepad I'll be more inclined to use it. I am such a retard. God.
Oh, I didn't blow past my calorie goal like I thought I would. Apparently my metabolism took a dump at night. I wanted to burn around 3500-3600, but I only burned 3200. I ate 2060, so I shouldn't freak out. I still had a nice deficit. So far today I've had 1034 and burned 2073.
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