I'm getting so pumped for this procedure that I'm giving myself anxiety diarrhea. I put away several fat clothes today and looked at the clothes in my closet that I was wearing before my hysterectomy. I kept most of them because I knew I'd get back to normal someday. I just didn't think it would take this long.
I'm trying to change my relationship with food. If I want to eat a huge piece of cake or other junk, I remember how awful I feel when I've packed it all in, and then I don't want it. It's like nothing really tastes good anymore. I'm on this kick where I want to get in all the crap food I won't be able to eat anymore before my liquid diet, but it's hard to make those foods seem appealing right now. Hopefully this is a good thing.
I'm so stoked about being able to work out again. I'm going to have to start wicked slow, but I build muscle pretty quickly, (thanks Dad), so it's typically not that tedious. I need to go to bed. I have to get up early for an orthopedist appointment, but I'm excited. March 4th can't get here soon enough!!!
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