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A menopausal 30 year old, over two years after hysterectomy, struggling with body changes and weight gain.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Hunger Pains

I'm fucking hungry as hell right now.  At noon I had a Slim Fast with some flax meal and Benefiber mixed in.  Then I had a Naked Green Machine.  I'm drinking a cherry coke zero right now, and had a single serving of peanut butter m&m's as a snack.  Calories add up really fucking fast.  I feel like I should only have like, 500-900 calories, but 2000 is recommended.  I saw this show about a woman that had weight issues similar to mine and had gastric bypass.  After the surgery she was only eating about 600 calories a day.  According to my rough calculations, I've had about 800 so far today.  I get way too hungry to live on that few.  Right now I feel like I'm about to puke I'm so hungry.  I don't want to have a big surgery again.  It's so expensive, but trying to do that extreme of a cut back without some kind of stomach alteration is rough.

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