Things I Want

I want to look cute in clothes.
I want all my old cute clothes that are too small to fit again!
I want to be healthy.
I want to feel good.
I want my collar bones back.
I want my bras to stop cutting into me because my back rolls are so big.
I want to be able to stretch properly without my belly rolls getting in the way.
I want my thighs to rub together less.
I want to be able to accept myself.
I want to feel sexy so I'm not insecure being naked in front of my lover.
I want to stop thinking to myself, "Nathan deserves someone a lot better looking than me."
I want to enjoy a movie without feeling the arm rests of the seats burrowing into my hips.
I want my friends to be proud of me.
I want to be an example and an inspiration.
I want to be curvy as opposed to just fat.
I want to see this through to the end.