So Down

I hate myself.  I just hate myself.  I just ate too much food and now I feel sick to my stomach.  I'm tired of eating.  It only makes me feel bad.  Even if I eat vegetables, putting food in my mouth always feels wrong. It doesn't really matter how I look at it.  Food is fuel, food can keep you healthy, blah blah blah.  It doesn't matter, I always see it as a sin, something I shouldn't do.  I hate this body.  I hate how I think.  I hate myself.